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i'm oK.. really. hi. hmmm how should i start? i'm ok. tho i received that darned msg this morning. from *him. yep. he doesnt like me. aiya. i'm not that affected la. but upset? naturally, i guess. but yea. at service today, i learnt something. all your possessions, not possessions, friends, likes, choices, relationships, whatever. Just give it all to God. Give ALL your RIGHTS to Him. like ok. you Give your rights to your car to Him, then if someone else bangs it, smashes it, then there wont be a need for you to be tired cos of bitterness and anger. leave all these to God to handle. cos the Rights to the car is His, not yours anymore. so it's gonna be shiok. exactly what i did. gave my rights to choose to God. and i believe thru this, He worked a mircale tonight, again. I only really cried when i reached home. yup. dont ask me why i didnt cry the whole day. aiya i dunno la. my heart's still aching. bound to hurt. but not that bad. God helped me =) anyways. today had flag day. after that went to PS to meet my group. then i was in a bad mood liao cos of that msg. then they were not there yet. and they asked me to go over to ronald's house. but i didnt have the time lo. i was on duty for church. and if i went to ronald's house, what would jolene do? she came down all the way just to see us film la. anyway, ya. i hope the group understands. i think they do. must apologise again. they're all nice people la. yup. so a lot of miscommunication. and thank God that they allowed the group to film some more, tho stated only until 2. ha. ok la. i think i'd better go and sleep. cant wait to see my film. hahas. think the actors and the camera, sound and director did a good job. well done, people! =D |
